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I shared (some of) my thoughts about Stranger Things, including the fifth and final season.
My housemate and I recently finished watching The Baby-Sitters Club on Netflix. I think the show was an absolute triumph, both as a piece of all-ages media and as an adaptation that clearly loves the source material while making some very smart changes to update the story for the modern era. I will forever be annoyed that it was canceled.
Although I was obsessed with the BSC books as a young reader, I never made it through the entire series, nor did I read in order, instead grabbing whatever books looked interesting during my bookstore outings. In more recent years, I was able to revisit a lot of them through my library’s ebook collection. Here are five of my favorites.
1. The Truth About Stacey (Book 3)
Stacey’s different… and it’s harder on her than anyone knows.
I can’t comment extensively on the portrayal of chronic illness in this series, but I still appreciate this book’s messages about bodily autonomy and medical self-advocacy, as Stacey tries to convince her parents to give her more decision-making power in her diabetes treatment (and, when they refuse to listen, seeks help from another trusted adult). The intertwining plot, in which the BSC feud with a competing business that looks better on paper but whose members don’t actually care that much about their charges, is also pretty good.
2. Hello, Mallory (Book 14)
Why are the Baby-sitters making it so hard for Mallory to join their club?
Mallory’s yearning for acceptance and esteem from an established friend group (and for close friendships in general) is deeply authentic and relatable. The book’s attempts to explore the racism that new girl Jessi and her family face aren’t exactly subtle, but are still pretty well-intentioned, and I like that she and Mallory bond over their favorite books and the opportunity to share recommendations.
3. Little Miss Stoneybrook… And Dawn (Book 15)
Everybody in Stoneybrook has gone beauty-pageant crazy!
I had little to no real-life exposure to beauty pageants when I was growing up, so this book gave me a fascinating peek into that world. I like how Margo, Claire, Karen, Myriah, and Charlotte’s personalities shone through in their chosen routines, and the very realistic observation that sometimes the most deserving contestant doesn’t win the biggest prize. And I appreciated that even though the BSC are aspirational heroines, they’re still teenage girls and can be petty and insecure and sometimes desperate to show off (we saw a little bit of that in the previous book, too).
4. Jessi and the Superbrat (Book 27)
There’s trouble for everyone when a TV star comes to town!
Although I don’t think that I can entirely blame this book for my fascination with stories about child stars and the public narratives surrounding them, I do think that it played a part. Most characters’ reactions to their young hometown celebrity are entertainingly over the top, but I also liked the relationship between Derek and Jessi, who – although she’s one of the few people to treat him like a real person and not the character that he plays – isn’t immune to the glamour of the world that he represents. (In the show, Derek is a TikTok personality, and I think that the episode does a really good job of updating Jessi’s story arc in the original book for the era of online virality.)
5. Claudia and the Great Search (Book 33)
Claudia thinks she’s adopted, and no one understands!
Although I was probably more like Mallory and/or Mary Anne as a young teenager, Claudia was by far my favorite of the Baby-sitters, and I probably read more of her books than any other character’s; for some reason, I remember rereading and enjoying this one the most. I never seriously considered that I might be adopted (it is very obvious that my sisters and I are related to each other), but I do know what it’s like to feel out of place in a loving family. I liked watching Claudia investigate her past, during which she used her characteristic creativity but also jumped to a lot of conclusions (because, once again, she’s thirteen). And I liked that once she confronted her parents with her suspicions, they explained everything kindly and straightforwardly without making light of her distress.
Although I was obsessed with the BSC books as a young reader, I never made it through the entire series, nor did I read in order, instead grabbing whatever books looked interesting during my bookstore outings. In more recent years, I was able to revisit a lot of them through my library’s ebook collection. Here are five of my favorites.
1. The Truth About Stacey (Book 3)
Stacey’s different… and it’s harder on her than anyone knows.
I can’t comment extensively on the portrayal of chronic illness in this series, but I still appreciate this book’s messages about bodily autonomy and medical self-advocacy, as Stacey tries to convince her parents to give her more decision-making power in her diabetes treatment (and, when they refuse to listen, seeks help from another trusted adult). The intertwining plot, in which the BSC feud with a competing business that looks better on paper but whose members don’t actually care that much about their charges, is also pretty good.
2. Hello, Mallory (Book 14)
Why are the Baby-sitters making it so hard for Mallory to join their club?
Mallory’s yearning for acceptance and esteem from an established friend group (and for close friendships in general) is deeply authentic and relatable. The book’s attempts to explore the racism that new girl Jessi and her family face aren’t exactly subtle, but are still pretty well-intentioned, and I like that she and Mallory bond over their favorite books and the opportunity to share recommendations.
3. Little Miss Stoneybrook… And Dawn (Book 15)
Everybody in Stoneybrook has gone beauty-pageant crazy!
I had little to no real-life exposure to beauty pageants when I was growing up, so this book gave me a fascinating peek into that world. I like how Margo, Claire, Karen, Myriah, and Charlotte’s personalities shone through in their chosen routines, and the very realistic observation that sometimes the most deserving contestant doesn’t win the biggest prize. And I appreciated that even though the BSC are aspirational heroines, they’re still teenage girls and can be petty and insecure and sometimes desperate to show off (we saw a little bit of that in the previous book, too).
4. Jessi and the Superbrat (Book 27)
There’s trouble for everyone when a TV star comes to town!
Although I don’t think that I can entirely blame this book for my fascination with stories about child stars and the public narratives surrounding them, I do think that it played a part. Most characters’ reactions to their young hometown celebrity are entertainingly over the top, but I also liked the relationship between Derek and Jessi, who – although she’s one of the few people to treat him like a real person and not the character that he plays – isn’t immune to the glamour of the world that he represents. (In the show, Derek is a TikTok personality, and I think that the episode does a really good job of updating Jessi’s story arc in the original book for the era of online virality.)
5. Claudia and the Great Search (Book 33)
Claudia thinks she’s adopted, and no one understands!
Although I was probably more like Mallory and/or Mary Anne as a young teenager, Claudia was by far my favorite of the Baby-sitters, and I probably read more of her books than any other character’s; for some reason, I remember rereading and enjoying this one the most. I never seriously considered that I might be adopted (it is very obvious that my sisters and I are related to each other), but I do know what it’s like to feel out of place in a loving family. I liked watching Claudia investigate her past, during which she used her characteristic creativity but also jumped to a lot of conclusions (because, once again, she’s thirteen). And I liked that once she confronted her parents with her suspicions, they explained everything kindly and straightforwardly without making light of her distress.
As some of you already know, I’ve thus far spent most of my time in the Heated Rivalry fandom constructing a vampire AU based almost entirely on self-indulgent enthusiasm, Psychic Boyfriend feelings, and the question, “Which of the hockey lads would make the most sense as a vampire – with telepathic powers, of course – and why is it Ilya?” Although I had the idea before I read a single one of the books on which the show is based, quite a few moments from those books (one of them in particular, and not necessarily either of the ones you might assume) have contributed to my vision for this universe. Here are five of my favorites.
1.
A couple of months ago, Tanoraqui/NevillesGran, who co-created The Magnusquerade, read an installment in the Vampire Hockey Diaries and sent me a screenshot of this page with the question, “Did you know this was a canon passage in the book, or did you just start this fic on vibes alone?” I confirmed that it was the latter, but did add that this passage had practically knocked me out of my seat when I read it.
2.
Kyle is a plausibly but tragically unreliable narrator about his past trauma, which is not great for either him or his present love interest, but excellent for the writer (me) who has decided that said “respectable” man is the reason why he is a vampire. It’s possible that my roots are showing (in the Magnusquerade, Jonathan Archivist Sims was also groomed and then sired by his boss), but if so, why should I bother to hide them?
3.
This is one of many, many, many instances in which Ilya has an uncanny sense of what another character is doing or feeling, but I deliberately singled out this moment – and the next one – because of the word choice.
4.
And that was the passage that prompted me to text Elle, “TWICE IN ONE BOOK?”
5.
That line cemented my plan to make Troy a member of the “We Had Terrible Vampire Sires” club, along with Ilya and Kyle. This doesn’t excuse his douchebag behavior, any more than the pressure of the closet and of socially encouraged toxic masculinity excuse similar behavior in canon. But I’m looking forward to exploring how he might end up seeking some sort of redemption despite being a literal monster instead of simply a figurative one.
1.
Ilya growled and pressed his mouth harder to Shane’s skin. He sucked hard enough that, for a hysterical second, Shane wondered if he might actually be a vampire.
– Heated Rivalry
A couple of months ago, Tanoraqui/NevillesGran, who co-created The Magnusquerade, read an installment in the Vampire Hockey Diaries and sent me a screenshot of this page with the question, “Did you know this was a canon passage in the book, or did you just start this fic on vibes alone?” I confirmed that it was the latter, but did add that this passage had practically knocked me out of my seat when I read it.
2.
He’d gone from being “that sweet boy, Kyle Swift” to being a depraved sexual vampire, preying on the most respectable man in town.
– Common Goal
Kyle is a plausibly but tragically unreliable narrator about his past trauma, which is not great for either him or his present love interest, but excellent for the writer (me) who has decided that said “respectable” man is the reason why he is a vampire. It’s possible that my roots are showing (in the Magnusquerade, Jonathan Archivist Sims was also groomed and then sired by his boss), but if so, why should I bother to hide them?
3.
[Troy] collapsed on the bed and cracked open the Gatorade, wondering how Ilya knew he had been drinking alone last night.
“I saw you in the lobby with a liquor store bag,” Ilya said, as if he could read minds.
– Role Model
This is one of many, many, many instances in which Ilya has an uncanny sense of what another character is doing or feeling, but I deliberately singled out this moment – and the next one – because of the word choice.
4.
“He does not think he has a chance with you.”
“Are you psychic or something?”
“No. Just per – fuck. I forget the word already.”
“Perceptive.”
“Perceptive,” Ilya repeated. Then he said it three more times, drilling it into his brain.
– Role Model
And that was the passage that prompted me to text Elle, “TWICE IN ONE BOOK?”
5.
Harris was so good and sweet, and Troy kept feeding from him like a vampire.
– Role Model
That line cemented my plan to make Troy a member of the “We Had Terrible Vampire Sires” club, along with Ilya and Kyle. This doesn’t excuse his douchebag behavior, any more than the pressure of the closet and of socially encouraged toxic masculinity excuse similar behavior in canon. But I’m looking forward to exploring how he might end up seeking some sort of redemption despite being a literal monster instead of simply a figurative one.
Tuesday Top Five: Reading The Rainbow
Jun. 2nd, 2026 07:28 pmAs Pride Month begins, I want to acknowledge some of the formative books by and/or about queer people that I read in my youth, mostly at a point before I acknowledged that I myself probably wasn’t straight, but definitely knew what it was like to not fit in.
1. Annie On My Mind (1982) by Nancy Garden
During her first semester at MIT, Liza reflects on a romance that unfolded over the previous year, and which was complicated by a scandal that drove a wedge between Annie and herself.
In an interview that accompanied the 25th-anniversary edition of her groundbreaking novel, Garden said that reading lesbian pulp fiction and The Well of Loneliness, all of which ended in tragedy for their lesbian characters, “made me vow to someday write a book about my people with a happy ending. Annie On My Mind was that book!” She also talks about the evolution of LGBTQ+ fiction for young readers since the 1980s, and I would be very surprised if none of those later writers were similarly inspired by her work.
2. Weezie Bat (1989) by Francesca Lia Block
In a gloriously surreal version of Los Angeles, Weetzie forms a chosen family with her friend Dirk, their respective partners, and the two girls that they’re raising together.
One could technically designate Dirk as Weetzie’s “gay best friend” but I think that would be reductive, since his desires and happiness are given more or less equal narrative weight to hers. The climax of the book is actually from Dirk’s perspective, as he tracks down his love, Duck, after an AIDS scare, and they agree that despite the uncertainty that comes with their relationship, “we can’t be anywhere except together.” (My sisters and I read this book aloud to each other while on vacation last year, and we reached an unspoken consensus to give Duck the most himbo surfer voice ever.)
3. Living in Secret (1993) by Cristina Salat
When Amelia’s parents divorced, her wealthy father gained custody, but Amelia has always wished that she could live with her mother, Claire, and Claire’s girlfriend, Janey. The three of them make a plan to move to San Francisco together, but that means lying about their identities and constantly looking over their shoulders in case somebody figures out the truth and separates them again.
I definitely knew queer adults when I was a child, but I didn’t see them very often or give much thought to their personal lives, so the first time I asked my mom what “straight” and “gay” and “lesbian” meant as identities or relationships, it was because I’d read them in this book. (Since she was and is very cool, she explained the terms to me outright.) The intrigue of the story’s premise – as Amelia explores the city, makes friends to whom she has to lie constantly, and starts to consider what she might want romantically – is compelling enough on its own, but Claire and Janey’s relationship (which they have to hide from the public even in a progressive urban setting) adds texture and tension to their attempts to build a new life. Even after multiple rereads, the ending of the book has made me tear up.
4. No Big Deal (1994) by Ellen Jaffe-Gill (writing as Ellen Jaffe McClain)
Fourteen-year-old Janice’s school and hometown are shaken by rumors that her favorite teacher is gay, and when her mother joins the crusade to get Mr. Padovano fired, Janice knows that she has to stand up for what is right.
Growing up relatively sheltered in a small rural town in the pre-Internet 1990s, I learned a lot about the world and its injustices through fiction. This book gave me my first glimpse at how scary and devastating homophobic moral panics can be, both for their targets and for the surrounding community. Janice (who is plus-sized and Jewish, traits that inform her story but don’t define it) is a very sympathetic protagonist, and her rapport with Mr. P, and more fraught relationships with her mother and the school bully, are well-realized and memorable.
5. Empress of the World (2001) by Sara Ryan
During an academic summer program, aspiring archaeologist Nic falls for a beautiful dancer named Battle and faces the exhilaration and heartbreak of young love.
Although the romance between the two girls is well-written and compelling, some of my favorite scenes in Ryan’s debut novel focus on the dynamics among their friend group, which reminded me of some of my most nostalgic summer camp memories. Battle is the main character of a companion novel, The Rules For Hearts, which also offers some enjoyable and engaging moments but has a very different tone and appeal.
Honorable Mention: The Alice series (1985-2013) by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor
Although Naylor did introduce a lesbian side character around the midpoint of her long-running series, I primarily wanted to shout it out because of Elizabeth, one of Alice’s best friends. Although Liz never identifies as any variety of queer that I can recall, I saw a lot of my own feelings – which later led me to realize that I’m on the ace spectrum – reflected in her ambivalence toward sex and relationships. I still hope to write a longer essay on this topic someday.
1. Annie On My Mind (1982) by Nancy Garden
During her first semester at MIT, Liza reflects on a romance that unfolded over the previous year, and which was complicated by a scandal that drove a wedge between Annie and herself.
In an interview that accompanied the 25th-anniversary edition of her groundbreaking novel, Garden said that reading lesbian pulp fiction and The Well of Loneliness, all of which ended in tragedy for their lesbian characters, “made me vow to someday write a book about my people with a happy ending. Annie On My Mind was that book!” She also talks about the evolution of LGBTQ+ fiction for young readers since the 1980s, and I would be very surprised if none of those later writers were similarly inspired by her work.
2. Weezie Bat (1989) by Francesca Lia Block
In a gloriously surreal version of Los Angeles, Weetzie forms a chosen family with her friend Dirk, their respective partners, and the two girls that they’re raising together.
One could technically designate Dirk as Weetzie’s “gay best friend” but I think that would be reductive, since his desires and happiness are given more or less equal narrative weight to hers. The climax of the book is actually from Dirk’s perspective, as he tracks down his love, Duck, after an AIDS scare, and they agree that despite the uncertainty that comes with their relationship, “we can’t be anywhere except together.” (My sisters and I read this book aloud to each other while on vacation last year, and we reached an unspoken consensus to give Duck the most himbo surfer voice ever.)
3. Living in Secret (1993) by Cristina Salat
When Amelia’s parents divorced, her wealthy father gained custody, but Amelia has always wished that she could live with her mother, Claire, and Claire’s girlfriend, Janey. The three of them make a plan to move to San Francisco together, but that means lying about their identities and constantly looking over their shoulders in case somebody figures out the truth and separates them again.
I definitely knew queer adults when I was a child, but I didn’t see them very often or give much thought to their personal lives, so the first time I asked my mom what “straight” and “gay” and “lesbian” meant as identities or relationships, it was because I’d read them in this book. (Since she was and is very cool, she explained the terms to me outright.) The intrigue of the story’s premise – as Amelia explores the city, makes friends to whom she has to lie constantly, and starts to consider what she might want romantically – is compelling enough on its own, but Claire and Janey’s relationship (which they have to hide from the public even in a progressive urban setting) adds texture and tension to their attempts to build a new life. Even after multiple rereads, the ending of the book has made me tear up.
4. No Big Deal (1994) by Ellen Jaffe-Gill (writing as Ellen Jaffe McClain)
Fourteen-year-old Janice’s school and hometown are shaken by rumors that her favorite teacher is gay, and when her mother joins the crusade to get Mr. Padovano fired, Janice knows that she has to stand up for what is right.
Growing up relatively sheltered in a small rural town in the pre-Internet 1990s, I learned a lot about the world and its injustices through fiction. This book gave me my first glimpse at how scary and devastating homophobic moral panics can be, both for their targets and for the surrounding community. Janice (who is plus-sized and Jewish, traits that inform her story but don’t define it) is a very sympathetic protagonist, and her rapport with Mr. P, and more fraught relationships with her mother and the school bully, are well-realized and memorable.
5. Empress of the World (2001) by Sara Ryan
During an academic summer program, aspiring archaeologist Nic falls for a beautiful dancer named Battle and faces the exhilaration and heartbreak of young love.
Although the romance between the two girls is well-written and compelling, some of my favorite scenes in Ryan’s debut novel focus on the dynamics among their friend group, which reminded me of some of my most nostalgic summer camp memories. Battle is the main character of a companion novel, The Rules For Hearts, which also offers some enjoyable and engaging moments but has a very different tone and appeal.
Honorable Mention: The Alice series (1985-2013) by Phyllis Reynolds Naylor
Although Naylor did introduce a lesbian side character around the midpoint of her long-running series, I primarily wanted to shout it out because of Elizabeth, one of Alice’s best friends. Although Liz never identifies as any variety of queer that I can recall, I saw a lot of my own feelings – which later led me to realize that I’m on the ace spectrum – reflected in her ambivalence toward sex and relationships. I still hope to write a longer essay on this topic someday.
"Don't Read?" Don't Like.
May. 27th, 2026 11:08 amNerdyKeppie is one of my favorite online small businesses; I’ve bought a number of their clothing items and accessories for myself and others, and I’ll probably buy more in the future. But while I understand the sentiment behind this shirt, I have some complicated feelings about “Don’t Read” as a moral imperative, even though I recognize that it’s talking about works by a specific author (whose politics, as well as some of her writing choices, I find repellent) as opposed to reading in general.
( Harry Potter and the Conflicted Librarian )
( Harry Potter and the Conflicted Librarian )
I think that it’s safe to say that Five Things is one of my favorite storytelling formats as both a fanfiction reader and writer. When I look at the fandoms in which I’ve posted the most works on AO3, at least one fic in each category uses this structure in some form (and there are several ways to approach it!). But I also want to acknowledge some of my favorite offerings by other writers over the years, and although I missed my chance to share this list on the fifth day of the fifth month (life, as they say, has been lifing), I wanted to note that the appropriateness did occur to me.
1. Chess Problems by Penknife (X-Men movieverse)
In this series of vignettes, Penknife – one of my favorite writers from the old-school X-Men movie fandom – imagines alternative first meetings or life trajectories for two characters with an already long and complex history, exploring what would have changed, and what might not have, if even one step on their separate and shared journeys had been different.
2. Consanguinitas by Selena K (Torchwood)
The Children of Earth miniseries introduced a number of memorable new characters to the Torchwood universe, including Jack Harkness’s daughter Alice, who – since Jack doesn’t age – is at least as old as he appears to be when we meet her. To say that their relationship is complicated would be an understatement, and Selena has done a fantastic job of unpacking those complexities. I don’t think anybody will be surprised to know that the third section is my favorite (and I was thrilled to discover that a remix from Jack’s perspective exists and is linked in the endnotes), but the whole story accomplishes what I frequently love to see in fanfic: an exploration of family relationships that evolve under extraordinary circumstances.
3. The Short List by victoria p (Supernatural)
I started reading victoria’s blog because we had other fandoms in common, but back when almost all of my Supernatural knowledge was secondhand (which a lot of it still is), a significant amount of that knowledge came from her fanfic and other assorted posts. She wrote a pretty extensive AU in which Sam Winchester was a cis woman but much of her backstory unfolded as it did in canon (apart from her romantic and sexual entanglement with her brother Dean, which is obviously not canon), and although I felt pretty neutral about most of the entries in that series, I found this little story particularly striking, probably because it combines the Five Things device with an outsider POV, which is one of my other very favorite tropes.
4. Training and Development by NevillesGran (The Magnus Archives)
By the author’s own admission, this is only “sort of” a Five Things fic, but I wanted to represent TMA on this list, and I’m beyond happy to do so through an entry in the shared vampire AU to which we both contributed. The story offers plenty of cruelty from vampire bureaucrat Elias and defiance from Melanie as his thrall, which were two of the things that drew me irresistibly to this world in the first place.
5. Doubt of the Benefit by an_sceal (Cobra Kai)
Although the first season of Cobra Kai establishes that Johnny Lawrence had never heard of Terry Silver (the villain from the third Karate Kid movie, who also eventually turns up on the show), this story – and the ones that follow in the series – stem from the idea that they did in fact know each other, in some very intimate, traumatic ways. It’s an emotionally tough read, but Johnny’s narrative voice, dynamics with the other characters, and understandably skewed perspective on his own horrific experiences and attempts to be a better person, are absolutely note-perfect.
1. Chess Problems by Penknife (X-Men movieverse)
In this series of vignettes, Penknife – one of my favorite writers from the old-school X-Men movie fandom – imagines alternative first meetings or life trajectories for two characters with an already long and complex history, exploring what would have changed, and what might not have, if even one step on their separate and shared journeys had been different.
2. Consanguinitas by Selena K (Torchwood)
The Children of Earth miniseries introduced a number of memorable new characters to the Torchwood universe, including Jack Harkness’s daughter Alice, who – since Jack doesn’t age – is at least as old as he appears to be when we meet her. To say that their relationship is complicated would be an understatement, and Selena has done a fantastic job of unpacking those complexities. I don’t think anybody will be surprised to know that the third section is my favorite (and I was thrilled to discover that a remix from Jack’s perspective exists and is linked in the endnotes), but the whole story accomplishes what I frequently love to see in fanfic: an exploration of family relationships that evolve under extraordinary circumstances.
3. The Short List by victoria p (Supernatural)
I started reading victoria’s blog because we had other fandoms in common, but back when almost all of my Supernatural knowledge was secondhand (which a lot of it still is), a significant amount of that knowledge came from her fanfic and other assorted posts. She wrote a pretty extensive AU in which Sam Winchester was a cis woman but much of her backstory unfolded as it did in canon (apart from her romantic and sexual entanglement with her brother Dean, which is obviously not canon), and although I felt pretty neutral about most of the entries in that series, I found this little story particularly striking, probably because it combines the Five Things device with an outsider POV, which is one of my other very favorite tropes.
4. Training and Development by NevillesGran (The Magnus Archives)
By the author’s own admission, this is only “sort of” a Five Things fic, but I wanted to represent TMA on this list, and I’m beyond happy to do so through an entry in the shared vampire AU to which we both contributed. The story offers plenty of cruelty from vampire bureaucrat Elias and defiance from Melanie as his thrall, which were two of the things that drew me irresistibly to this world in the first place.
5. Doubt of the Benefit by an_sceal (Cobra Kai)
Although the first season of Cobra Kai establishes that Johnny Lawrence had never heard of Terry Silver (the villain from the third Karate Kid movie, who also eventually turns up on the show), this story – and the ones that follow in the series – stem from the idea that they did in fact know each other, in some very intimate, traumatic ways. It’s an emotionally tough read, but Johnny’s narrative voice, dynamics with the other characters, and understandably skewed perspective on his own horrific experiences and attempts to be a better person, are absolutely note-perfect.
I wrote about some reoccurring traits that, by the time I was in my late twenties, I'd realized that my favorite fandom characters shared.
(And then I looked at Ilya Rozanov.
And then I looked at "protectiveness" and "snark" and "sense of responsibility" and "resilience" and "being really, really good at something"
And then I looked at my own decision to make Ilya a vampire with mind powers, and the number of people who notice how perceptive he is in the books, to the point where one of them even asks in one scene if he's psychic.
And then I smiled and shook my head at my own continued predictability.)
(And then I looked at Ilya Rozanov.
And then I looked at "protectiveness" and "snark" and "sense of responsibility" and "resilience" and "being really, really good at something"
And then I looked at my own decision to make Ilya a vampire with mind powers, and the number of people who notice how perceptive he is in the books, to the point where one of them even asks in one scene if he's psychic.
And then I smiled and shook my head at my own continued predictability.)
In the comments of a previous Tuesday Top Five entry, I expressed interest in “a critical analysis about the lineage from paranormal romance to modern ‘romantasy’.” I was thrilled to find out that such an analysis exists in this series of Tumblr posts, which discuss some of the influences on Sarah J. Maas’ currently trendy A Court of Thorns and Roses and similar “horny fairy” books (none of which I’ve read), including both paranormal romance and urban fantasy. While I’ve heard those two genre labels expressed as if they're synonyms, they’re a Venn Diagram if anything, and before I associated the latter term with the likes of Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter, I saw it linked to Charles de Lint’s Newford stories and the Bordertown series created by Terri Windling. Both projects blend the mythology of elves and other fae creatures with urban countercultures in similar ways, both of them shaped me as a person, and both get shoutouts in the Tumblr discussion that I linked earlier. So I might be a hipster fantasy reader who Liked Fairies Before It Was Cool, but I will never pretend I was the only one.
Besides the Newford and Bordertown series, here are five other books based upon fairy mythology that I loved as a child, as a teen, and into my twenties. For the purposes of this post, I’m going to use the terms fairy/faerie/fae more or less interchangeably, guided by what seem to be the authors’ own preferences.
1. The Fairy Rebel (1985) by Lynne Reid Banks
A chance meeting in the garden leads Jan to befriend a fairy named Tiki, who promises Jan what she wants most in the world. But their friendship angers the Queen of the Fairies, and her desire for revenge endangers Jan’s family years later.
The Fairy Rebel was a childhood favorite of mine, and although I have some mixed feelings about it now (among other things, the ending implies a magical cure for a human disability), I still think that Banks beautifully captured the sense of wonder at the possibility that there is a hidden world of magical beings just beyond our line of sight. Also, there is a wonderful moment near the end, in which Jan stands up to the Queen, that I still think about years later.
2. I Was A Teenage Fairy (1998) by Francesca Lia Block
Pressured into a modeling career by her overbearing mother, eleven-year-old Barbie befriends a tiny, smart-mouthed fairy named Mab, who helps Barbie face her trauma and reclaim her agency as she grows into adolescence.
I have written previously about my adolescent obsession with Francesca Lia Block’s writing; this book was published at the peak of my adoration, and contained many of the elements that made her work so appealing to me, from its command of imagery and metaphor (including several memorable passages that personify cities as magnificent women) to its dedication to taking the emotions of teenage girls seriously. (Less happily, it also contains a narrative throughline concerning child sexual abuse – mostly off-page, but it’s pretty clear what’s going on throughout.) Barbie’s experience of childhood and young womanhood were very different from my life, or any life that I expected or hoped to lead, but I definitely related to her feeling like she couldn’t please any of the adults in her life and seeking comfort in a friendship with a being that might or might not have been imaginary.
3. Extraordinary (2010) by Nancy Werlin
Privileged but kind-hearted Phoebe reaches out to Mallory, the peculiar new girl in her seventh-grade class, and six years later, the girls are best friends who share everything… or so Phoebe thinks, until she meets her friend’s very attractive, beguiling, and never-before-mentioned older brother. Mallory has a hidden agenda – suggested in ominous “Conversations with the Faerie Queen” interspersed between the chapters from her friend’s perspective – which is connected to a generational link between Phoebe’s family and the faerie realm.
Although technically the middle book in a trilogy – which begins with Impossible and concludes with Unthinkable – Extraordinary stands beautifully on my own and is by far my favorite of the three. I love the slow backstory reveal, which blends fantasy with real-life Jewish history; normally I have a pretty big problem with stories that attribute human innovation and success to extrahuman intervention, but I didn't mind it in this case. I have even more admiration for Werlin’s choice to portray the Supernatural Boyfriend (a trope that was very recognizable in the YA fiction of 2010) as manipulative and toxic, while the actual emotional payoff comes from an equally fraught but ultimately redemptive female friendship.
4. Cuckoo Song (2014) by Frances Hardinge
In the wake of the First World War – in which her brother was killed in action – Triss lives a sheltered life with respectable parents who dote on her during her frequent illnesses. At first, her recovery from an apparent near-drowning is no different, but soon Triss finds herself mysteriously shedding leaves and hungering not only for food but for objects around her house, and suspects that her family, especially her little sister, know more about what happened to her than they’re telling.
Every book that I’ve read by Frances Hardinge has been an imaginative masterpiece, but I think Cuckoo Song contains some of her best work in terms of the fantasy worldbuilding; her exploration of the characters, their relationships, and the times in which they live; and how all of these elements intertwine. If you like protagonists who struggle with their own monstrous impulses, and stories that use fantasy and horror elements to explore dysfunctional family dynamics and societal upheavals, and ambiguous but hopeful endings, I recommend this book with my whole heart.
5. The Darkest Part of the Forest (2015) by Holly Black
For the humans who live in the secluded village of Fairfold, an uneasy coexistence with fae creatures is part of everyday life. Like their neighbors (as well as the tourists who understand the charms but not the dangers of Fairfold), Hazel and her brother Ben are perpetually fascinated by the mysterious boy with pointed ears and horns who sleeps in a glass coffin in the woods, but their years of daydreaming can’t prepare them for the day that he’s released, for the even more dangerous creature that threatens their community, or for the secrets that the siblings have hidden from each other and themselves.
Holly Black has been publishing contemporary fantasy about the faerie folk since the early 2000s, and although Darkest Part takes place in the same universe as her popular Folk of the Air series (of which I’ve read some but not all), it tells a self-contained story that I actually like a whole lot better. I love how the author portrays the terrifying nature of the Folk and the idiosyncrasies of life in Fairfold; I love Hazel’s character development, her relationship with Ben, and the revelations about her past. Although Black's navigation of Supernatural Boyfriend tropes isn't subversive like I consider Werlin's to be, both Hazel's and Ben's romance storylines feel distinctive and original. As someone raised by artist parents in a tiny rural town, where I definitely would have loved to believed that there were mysterious creatures hiding in the woods, this story has resonated with me every time I’ve reread it.
Besides the Newford and Bordertown series, here are five other books based upon fairy mythology that I loved as a child, as a teen, and into my twenties. For the purposes of this post, I’m going to use the terms fairy/faerie/fae more or less interchangeably, guided by what seem to be the authors’ own preferences.
1. The Fairy Rebel (1985) by Lynne Reid Banks
A chance meeting in the garden leads Jan to befriend a fairy named Tiki, who promises Jan what she wants most in the world. But their friendship angers the Queen of the Fairies, and her desire for revenge endangers Jan’s family years later.
The Fairy Rebel was a childhood favorite of mine, and although I have some mixed feelings about it now (among other things, the ending implies a magical cure for a human disability), I still think that Banks beautifully captured the sense of wonder at the possibility that there is a hidden world of magical beings just beyond our line of sight. Also, there is a wonderful moment near the end, in which Jan stands up to the Queen, that I still think about years later.
2. I Was A Teenage Fairy (1998) by Francesca Lia Block
Pressured into a modeling career by her overbearing mother, eleven-year-old Barbie befriends a tiny, smart-mouthed fairy named Mab, who helps Barbie face her trauma and reclaim her agency as she grows into adolescence.
I have written previously about my adolescent obsession with Francesca Lia Block’s writing; this book was published at the peak of my adoration, and contained many of the elements that made her work so appealing to me, from its command of imagery and metaphor (including several memorable passages that personify cities as magnificent women) to its dedication to taking the emotions of teenage girls seriously. (Less happily, it also contains a narrative throughline concerning child sexual abuse – mostly off-page, but it’s pretty clear what’s going on throughout.) Barbie’s experience of childhood and young womanhood were very different from my life, or any life that I expected or hoped to lead, but I definitely related to her feeling like she couldn’t please any of the adults in her life and seeking comfort in a friendship with a being that might or might not have been imaginary.
3. Extraordinary (2010) by Nancy Werlin
Privileged but kind-hearted Phoebe reaches out to Mallory, the peculiar new girl in her seventh-grade class, and six years later, the girls are best friends who share everything… or so Phoebe thinks, until she meets her friend’s very attractive, beguiling, and never-before-mentioned older brother. Mallory has a hidden agenda – suggested in ominous “Conversations with the Faerie Queen” interspersed between the chapters from her friend’s perspective – which is connected to a generational link between Phoebe’s family and the faerie realm.
Although technically the middle book in a trilogy – which begins with Impossible and concludes with Unthinkable – Extraordinary stands beautifully on my own and is by far my favorite of the three. I love the slow backstory reveal, which blends fantasy with real-life Jewish history; normally I have a pretty big problem with stories that attribute human innovation and success to extrahuman intervention, but I didn't mind it in this case. I have even more admiration for Werlin’s choice to portray the Supernatural Boyfriend (a trope that was very recognizable in the YA fiction of 2010) as manipulative and toxic, while the actual emotional payoff comes from an equally fraught but ultimately redemptive female friendship.
4. Cuckoo Song (2014) by Frances Hardinge
In the wake of the First World War – in which her brother was killed in action – Triss lives a sheltered life with respectable parents who dote on her during her frequent illnesses. At first, her recovery from an apparent near-drowning is no different, but soon Triss finds herself mysteriously shedding leaves and hungering not only for food but for objects around her house, and suspects that her family, especially her little sister, know more about what happened to her than they’re telling.
Every book that I’ve read by Frances Hardinge has been an imaginative masterpiece, but I think Cuckoo Song contains some of her best work in terms of the fantasy worldbuilding; her exploration of the characters, their relationships, and the times in which they live; and how all of these elements intertwine. If you like protagonists who struggle with their own monstrous impulses, and stories that use fantasy and horror elements to explore dysfunctional family dynamics and societal upheavals, and ambiguous but hopeful endings, I recommend this book with my whole heart.
5. The Darkest Part of the Forest (2015) by Holly Black
For the humans who live in the secluded village of Fairfold, an uneasy coexistence with fae creatures is part of everyday life. Like their neighbors (as well as the tourists who understand the charms but not the dangers of Fairfold), Hazel and her brother Ben are perpetually fascinated by the mysterious boy with pointed ears and horns who sleeps in a glass coffin in the woods, but their years of daydreaming can’t prepare them for the day that he’s released, for the even more dangerous creature that threatens their community, or for the secrets that the siblings have hidden from each other and themselves.
Holly Black has been publishing contemporary fantasy about the faerie folk since the early 2000s, and although Darkest Part takes place in the same universe as her popular Folk of the Air series (of which I’ve read some but not all), it tells a self-contained story that I actually like a whole lot better. I love how the author portrays the terrifying nature of the Folk and the idiosyncrasies of life in Fairfold; I love Hazel’s character development, her relationship with Ben, and the revelations about her past. Although Black's navigation of Supernatural Boyfriend tropes isn't subversive like I consider Werlin's to be, both Hazel's and Ben's romance storylines feel distinctive and original. As someone raised by artist parents in a tiny rural town, where I definitely would have loved to believed that there were mysterious creatures hiding in the woods, this story has resonated with me every time I’ve reread it.
Tuesday Top Five: Spring Has Sproinged
Apr. 14th, 2026 05:56 pmHere are five things about the warmer weather that make me happy, or that I look forward to, every year.
1. More greenery on the trees
2. Outdoor craft markets and farmers’ markets
3. Yard sales
4. Outdoor cafe seating and picnics
5. Dog owners spending more time outside with their dogs, and giving me more time to make friends
I would probably love to enjoy any of these things with you, if we can.
1. More greenery on the trees
2. Outdoor craft markets and farmers’ markets
3. Yard sales
4. Outdoor cafe seating and picnics
5. Dog owners spending more time outside with their dogs, and giving me more time to make friends
I would probably love to enjoy any of these things with you, if we can.
I am pretty sure what, when I first started watching Heated Rivalry,, I said to myself, "I'm enjoying this series so far and I'm glad that the fandom is so active, but I'm not really into sports or sports romance so I don't think I'll be fannish about it." Possibly I also told you something to that effect. Time makes fools of us all, I suppose, because here I am, two months later, spending some time writing my own fanfiction (although that's set in an AU that makes shameless use of my favorite tropes) and a lot more time admiring the immense talent of other writers in this fandom.
Here are five fanfics that I've particularly enjoyed. Please heed the ratings and warnings in the AO3 headers.
1. other forms of intimacy by ultravioletdaydream
The four installments in this fanfic - two set during the show's first season, and two after - perfectly capture a series of moments in the evolution of Shane and Ilya's relationship and the growing affection and understanding between them. (Fun fact: the third section appeared on my radar because of a post about How To Believably Torment Shane Hollander, which I have kept in mind as I've set out to do exactly that.)
2. Mr. Emergency Contact by fandom_commitment_issues
"Kidfic" isn't exactly one of my go-to fannish tropes, but I was both entertained and moved by the way this story took a premise that even the writer admits is "crack treated seriously" (Ilya has to pick up the child of Shane's friend and teammate from school in the middle of the day) and ran with it. In addition to Ilya's grouchiness at Hayden for putting him in this position, and the adorable moments in which he and the sick little girl negotiate snacks, movies, and medicine-taking, I always like when fanfic delves into the public perception of the Hockey Lads and the lives that they lead, and that's a big part of how this fic unfolds. I also love how readily Ilya calls on Shane's mom for advice, and how she helps him without hesitation.
3. Knowing by toomuchplor
I always love a well-written outsider POV, and this story explores Scott Hunter's perspective on Shane and Ilya's (very unsuccessful) attempts to be sneaky, while Scott himself is falling for Kip and dealing with the pressure of the closet. Their scenes together are sweet and sexy and funny, but also include a very believable argument and attempt at compromise. Also, Ilya continues his tradition, established in the books (none of which I'd read when I first encountered this fic), of showing up in the middle of other hockey players' romantic drama to be a hilarious menace.
4. hayden needs to take a minute by profdanglais
At the end of Heated Rivalry The Book, Hayden figures out that Shane and Ilya are together, but it has yet to happen in the show, so in the meatime, fanfic writers have, naturally, taken it upon themselves to write their own versions of how it might happen. I love all of the character voices in this little story, and although Shane is not the Game Changers character whom those in the know would likely associate with Steve Rogers, the mention of his "Captain Frown" inevitably reminds me of The Ballad of Captain America's Disapproving Face.
5. knockout by PenAndInkPrincess
I was completely charmed by this post-canon character and relationship study, which affirms that even long-established partners can learn things about each other.
Here are five fanfics that I've particularly enjoyed. Please heed the ratings and warnings in the AO3 headers.
1. other forms of intimacy by ultravioletdaydream
Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.
The four installments in this fanfic - two set during the show's first season, and two after - perfectly capture a series of moments in the evolution of Shane and Ilya's relationship and the growing affection and understanding between them. (Fun fact: the third section appeared on my radar because of a post about How To Believably Torment Shane Hollander, which I have kept in mind as I've set out to do exactly that.)
2. Mr. Emergency Contact by fandom_commitment_issues
Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.
"Kidfic" isn't exactly one of my go-to fannish tropes, but I was both entertained and moved by the way this story took a premise that even the writer admits is "crack treated seriously" (Ilya has to pick up the child of Shane's friend and teammate from school in the middle of the day) and ran with it. In addition to Ilya's grouchiness at Hayden for putting him in this position, and the adorable moments in which he and the sick little girl negotiate snacks, movies, and medicine-taking, I always like when fanfic delves into the public perception of the Hockey Lads and the lives that they lead, and that's a big part of how this fic unfolds. I also love how readily Ilya calls on Shane's mom for advice, and how she helps him without hesitation.
3. Knowing by toomuchplor
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.
I always love a well-written outsider POV, and this story explores Scott Hunter's perspective on Shane and Ilya's (very unsuccessful) attempts to be sneaky, while Scott himself is falling for Kip and dealing with the pressure of the closet. Their scenes together are sweet and sexy and funny, but also include a very believable argument and attempt at compromise. Also, Ilya continues his tradition, established in the books (none of which I'd read when I first encountered this fic), of showing up in the middle of other hockey players' romantic drama to be a hilarious menace.
4. hayden needs to take a minute by profdanglais
Hayden's curiosity gets the better of him and he ends up learning more about his best friend than he needed to know.
At the end of Heated Rivalry The Book, Hayden figures out that Shane and Ilya are together, but it has yet to happen in the show, so in the meatime, fanfic writers have, naturally, taken it upon themselves to write their own versions of how it might happen. I love all of the character voices in this little story, and although Shane is not the Game Changers character whom those in the know would likely associate with Steve Rogers, the mention of his "Captain Frown" inevitably reminds me of The Ballad of Captain America's Disapproving Face.
5. knockout by PenAndInkPrincess
(in which Ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks Shane tf out)
I was completely charmed by this post-canon character and relationship study, which affirms that even long-established partners can learn things about each other.
I shared a snippet from one of my favorite Dollhouse fanfic ideas that I never explored in full (other than the crossover with Fifty Shades of Grey).
Tuesday Top Five: Creative Visibility
Mar. 31st, 2026 09:36 pmIn recognition of the Trans Day of Visibility, here are five trans or nonbinary Makers of Stuff whose work I admire. This is not an exhaustive list. All of the links offer ways to give the creators money, if you are so inclined.
1. Harmony Colangelo co-hosts This Ends At Prom, a podcast that discusses movies about and/or marketed toward teen girls, alongside her wife BJ. I enjoy their conversations so much that I’ve listened to episodes about movies that I haven’t actually seen, but I might have also listened to their episode on Scream multiple times, not only because I like the movie but because I love how much they love it.
2. Jay Edidin has co-hosted the podcast Jay & Miles X-Plain the X-Men for over a decade. Although I’m only an occasional listener these days, I’ve continued to vocally and financially support what he and his podcasting partner (and their team) have have created, in terms of both critical analysis and entertainment. Jay also designs T-shirts that can be found on TeePublic here; I bought the "follow your weird heart" one the last time they had a sale.
3. Jude Doyle has published book-length nonfiction, both before and after transitioning, but also hosts a newsletter/column about media and pop culture. I linked to his essay "Broken Watch" in a previous Top Five entry, but as someone who has a lot of mixed feelings about "Problematic Faves" discourse, I also appreciated "Reading Rainbow: On problematic feminists and what queer people are allowed to read."
4. Kat Blaque’s catalog of YouTube videos is extensive, and I can’t guarantee that I’d love or agree with everything that she produces, but I did enjoy her review of the Fifty Shades of Grey movie, which she explored through the lens of her experience in real-life kink spaces. (Her opinions are a bit more nuanced than "Fifty Shades doesn't reflect real BDSM at all.")
5. Spider Perry helps to run NerdyKeppie, a small company in the Pacific Northwest that makes Pride-themed clothing, accessories, home goods, and other trinkets. I have bought numerous gifts for myself and others from them.
1. Harmony Colangelo co-hosts This Ends At Prom, a podcast that discusses movies about and/or marketed toward teen girls, alongside her wife BJ. I enjoy their conversations so much that I’ve listened to episodes about movies that I haven’t actually seen, but I might have also listened to their episode on Scream multiple times, not only because I like the movie but because I love how much they love it.
2. Jay Edidin has co-hosted the podcast Jay & Miles X-Plain the X-Men for over a decade. Although I’m only an occasional listener these days, I’ve continued to vocally and financially support what he and his podcasting partner (and their team) have have created, in terms of both critical analysis and entertainment. Jay also designs T-shirts that can be found on TeePublic here; I bought the "follow your weird heart" one the last time they had a sale.
3. Jude Doyle has published book-length nonfiction, both before and after transitioning, but also hosts a newsletter/column about media and pop culture. I linked to his essay "Broken Watch" in a previous Top Five entry, but as someone who has a lot of mixed feelings about "Problematic Faves" discourse, I also appreciated "Reading Rainbow: On problematic feminists and what queer people are allowed to read."
4. Kat Blaque’s catalog of YouTube videos is extensive, and I can’t guarantee that I’d love or agree with everything that she produces, but I did enjoy her review of the Fifty Shades of Grey movie, which she explored through the lens of her experience in real-life kink spaces. (Her opinions are a bit more nuanced than "Fifty Shades doesn't reflect real BDSM at all.")
5. Spider Perry helps to run NerdyKeppie, a small company in the Pacific Northwest that makes Pride-themed clothing, accessories, home goods, and other trinkets. I have bought numerous gifts for myself and others from them.
Tuesday, Top Five: It's History, Baby
Mar. 24th, 2026 08:16 pmHere are five works of historical fiction that I loved when I was growing up.
1. The Wolves of Willoughby Chase (1962) by Joan Aiken
When a cruel governess takes control of Bonnie’s home, she, her cousin Sylvia, and their friend Simon team up to thwart her plans.
Many of the stories and make-believe games of my childhood involved the cruel treatment of children in orphanages or boarding schools. I partially blame multiple viewings of the musical Annie on VHS (I didn’t only love it because the title character shared my name!), and Willoughby Chase pushed all the right buttons, while also offering a lot of pleasingly aspirational depictions of wealth and an enthralling story about two girls on an adventure together (along with a perfectly nice boy, but I didn’t care as much about him). Although it’s the first in a series, and the alternate-history elements are more prominent in later installments, this one stands very well on its own.
2. Child of the Owl (1977) by Laurence Yep
When her father’s gambling misadventures land him in the hospital, Casey goes to live with her maternal grandmother in San Francisco’s Chinatown, where she learns more about her Chinese heritage.
I questioned whether to call this book “historical fiction,” because it takes place only a little more than a decade before it was published, but I remember it fondly enough that I decided to go ahead anyway. It definitely does a good job of evoking a particular time and place (I can envision those roast ducks in the window now), and features a strong and enjoyable heroine and a touching story of intergenerational connection.
3. The Dreadful Future of Blossom Culp (1983) by Richard Peck
During plans to turn a local abandoned house into a Halloween attraction, Blossom’s psychic powers propel her from the 1910s to the 1980s, where she befriends the lonely boy currently living in the house.
I talked about the previous book in the Blossom Culp series, Ghosts I Have Been, last October. I think that I liked this one even more; it had a higher concentration of Teen Shenanigans, and Blossom’s fish-out-of-water experience in the 80s was a lot of fun to read about.
4. Back Home (1984) by Michelle Magorian
As the Second World War draws to a close, twelve-year-old Rusty, who spent the previous five years with a loving foster family in America, returns to an England that she barely recognizes and struggles against the social expectations of her family and school.
I probably picked up this book because it had a Terrible Boarding School, too, but it’s just one slice of the world that Magorian so richly brings to life. Rusty is a memorable and sympathetic main character, but when I skimmed the book again recently, I found her mother, Peggy, to be at least as interesting. After working as a driver and mechanic during the war, alongside a capable crew of other women, Peggy finds herself dissatisfied at the prospect of simply being a wife and mother, and as she tries awkwardly to reconnect with her daughter and keep the peace in a family that is experiencing many changes very quickly, she reclaims her own voice and agency.
5. Stepping on the Cracks (1991) by Mary Downing Hahn
Best friends Margaret and Elizabeth both have brothers who are fighting in World War II, and they believe without hesitation that all of the fighting is necessary, until an encounter with a military deserter challenges their convictions.
Hahn wrote a few historical novels in addition to her ghostly tales and contemporary coming-of-age stories, and I had a particular fondness for this one, which explored the impact of a faraway war on a community and the families that lived there. If Molly was your favorite American Girl, you probably would have enjoyed Stepping on the Cracks as well.
1. The Wolves of Willoughby Chase (1962) by Joan Aiken
When a cruel governess takes control of Bonnie’s home, she, her cousin Sylvia, and their friend Simon team up to thwart her plans.
Many of the stories and make-believe games of my childhood involved the cruel treatment of children in orphanages or boarding schools. I partially blame multiple viewings of the musical Annie on VHS (I didn’t only love it because the title character shared my name!), and Willoughby Chase pushed all the right buttons, while also offering a lot of pleasingly aspirational depictions of wealth and an enthralling story about two girls on an adventure together (along with a perfectly nice boy, but I didn’t care as much about him). Although it’s the first in a series, and the alternate-history elements are more prominent in later installments, this one stands very well on its own.
2. Child of the Owl (1977) by Laurence Yep
When her father’s gambling misadventures land him in the hospital, Casey goes to live with her maternal grandmother in San Francisco’s Chinatown, where she learns more about her Chinese heritage.
I questioned whether to call this book “historical fiction,” because it takes place only a little more than a decade before it was published, but I remember it fondly enough that I decided to go ahead anyway. It definitely does a good job of evoking a particular time and place (I can envision those roast ducks in the window now), and features a strong and enjoyable heroine and a touching story of intergenerational connection.
3. The Dreadful Future of Blossom Culp (1983) by Richard Peck
During plans to turn a local abandoned house into a Halloween attraction, Blossom’s psychic powers propel her from the 1910s to the 1980s, where she befriends the lonely boy currently living in the house.
I talked about the previous book in the Blossom Culp series, Ghosts I Have Been, last October. I think that I liked this one even more; it had a higher concentration of Teen Shenanigans, and Blossom’s fish-out-of-water experience in the 80s was a lot of fun to read about.
4. Back Home (1984) by Michelle Magorian
As the Second World War draws to a close, twelve-year-old Rusty, who spent the previous five years with a loving foster family in America, returns to an England that she barely recognizes and struggles against the social expectations of her family and school.
I probably picked up this book because it had a Terrible Boarding School, too, but it’s just one slice of the world that Magorian so richly brings to life. Rusty is a memorable and sympathetic main character, but when I skimmed the book again recently, I found her mother, Peggy, to be at least as interesting. After working as a driver and mechanic during the war, alongside a capable crew of other women, Peggy finds herself dissatisfied at the prospect of simply being a wife and mother, and as she tries awkwardly to reconnect with her daughter and keep the peace in a family that is experiencing many changes very quickly, she reclaims her own voice and agency.
5. Stepping on the Cracks (1991) by Mary Downing Hahn
Best friends Margaret and Elizabeth both have brothers who are fighting in World War II, and they believe without hesitation that all of the fighting is necessary, until an encounter with a military deserter challenges their convictions.
Hahn wrote a few historical novels in addition to her ghostly tales and contemporary coming-of-age stories, and I had a particular fondness for this one, which explored the impact of a faraway war on a community and the families that lived there. If Molly was your favorite American Girl, you probably would have enjoyed Stepping on the Cracks as well.
I wrote about my adolescent obsession with V.C. Andrews. Heed the content warning at the top of the post.
Tuesday Top Five: Pie in the Sky
Mar. 17th, 2026 06:41 pmIn recognition of Pi(e) Day last weekend, here are five of my favorite pies that I've baked over the last few years.
1. Vegan sweet potato pie with brown sugar and Brazil nut topping
2. Cherry mint pie
3. Apple pear persimmon pie
4. TIED: Peach blueberry pie and peach blackberry basil pie
5. Custard pie with rosewater
1. Vegan sweet potato pie with brown sugar and Brazil nut topping
2. Cherry mint pie
3. Apple pear persimmon pie
4. TIED: Peach blueberry pie and peach blackberry basil pie
5. Custard pie with rosewater
I wrote about Cartoon Night, one of the great joys of my life, and about one of the fanfics that it inspired.
I didn't get into this in the post itself, but my roommate's initial invitation to Cartoon Night was perfectly timed. I'd recently had a disappointing and upsetting experience at what I didn't yet know, but probably suspected, would be my last Intercon, and I was afraid that if I stopped LARPing, I wouldn't be able to maintain the friendships that I'd formed through that shared activity. I am glad that I was wrong.
I didn't get into this in the post itself, but my roommate's initial invitation to Cartoon Night was perfectly timed. I'd recently had a disappointing and upsetting experience at what I didn't yet know, but probably suspected, would be my last Intercon, and I was afraid that if I stopped LARPing, I wouldn't be able to maintain the friendships that I'd formed through that shared activity. I am glad that I was wrong.
Here five of my favorite maligned or frequently bashed female characters in media, based on my own memories and a brief review of fandom wiki pages.
1. Ginny Weasley (Harry Potter)
Even when I (and most of us) still liked the HP books, I had mixed feelings about how Ginny was developed as a love interest for our hero, but that had more to do with Rowling’s frequent inability to write a convincing romance than anything objectionable about Ginny herself. (We all remember Harry’s chest monster, don’t we?) I admired her bravery and how readily she shot down her brothers’ attempts at slut-shaming, and I also liked thinking about her backstory with Tom Riddle and how it might have informed the young woman she became. I did not appreciate it when other readers insulted her or mischaracterized her in fanfic because they wanted Harry to end up with somebody else.
2. Dawn Summers (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
I wrote about Dawn for a Fandom Throwback Thursday post last year (after the actress who once played her, Michelle Trachtenberg, unexpectedly passed away). Although I didn’t start watching BTVS until after the show ended, I was aware that making fun of Dawn – particularly at screenings of the musical – was a fandom tradition, and one that made me very uncomfortable. I found Dawn, in all her emotional messiness, to be a compelling character, and I never thought that she, or Michelle, deserved the vehement hatred that the fandom directed at her.
3. Jean Grey (X-Men: Evolution)
In his recap of an early episode of XME, Jay Edidin (then writing under his old name) noted “a running theme with Jean: the subtle disharmony between the perfect façade people see and the fact that she’s really only got about as much of her shit worked out as the next scared teenager.” I think that this is a brilliant take on her character, but it also serves as a reminder that many viewers in the fandom of the early 2000s – including myself, sometimes – only saw Jean’s model-student persona and judged the hell out of her for it, dismissing her as a shallow and fickle Mean Girl with no substantive inner life or real problems (never mind that her powers could be incredibly destructive to herself and others if left unchecked).
4. Gwen Cooper (Torchwood)
As a spinoff from Doctor Who, Torchwood struggled at first to find its own narrative identity. The early episodes positioned Gwen as the Nice Girl Swept Up In Alien Adventures – the equivalent of a companion for the Doctor – as well as a source of morality and human empathy for her colleagues, who’d lived behind the curtain of “normal” life much longer than she had. For this reason, especially in earlier episodes, she came across as sanctimonious at times – much like Jean in XME – and I admit to having been one of the viewers who was dismissive or and even hostile toward Gwen, especially when I thought that the show was trying too hard to make me like her. (A lot of audience hostility, which I find a lot harder to understand or forgive, was also probably due to shipping preferences and Gwen’s own sexual and romantic choices.) Once she was given storylines that leaned into her flaws and mistakes, I started to enjoy her character a lot more.
5. Joan Watson (Elementary)
I was lucky to have missed a lot of this drama while it was happening, but according to Fanlore and other sources, much of the negativity toward Joan and toward Lucy Liu (including some inexcusable sexism and racism) was generated before the show even aired, primarily from fans of BBC Sherlock. Thankfully, once Elementary was underway, both the show and its Watson deservedly gained their share of fans.
1. Ginny Weasley (Harry Potter)
Even when I (and most of us) still liked the HP books, I had mixed feelings about how Ginny was developed as a love interest for our hero, but that had more to do with Rowling’s frequent inability to write a convincing romance than anything objectionable about Ginny herself. (We all remember Harry’s chest monster, don’t we?) I admired her bravery and how readily she shot down her brothers’ attempts at slut-shaming, and I also liked thinking about her backstory with Tom Riddle and how it might have informed the young woman she became. I did not appreciate it when other readers insulted her or mischaracterized her in fanfic because they wanted Harry to end up with somebody else.
2. Dawn Summers (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
I wrote about Dawn for a Fandom Throwback Thursday post last year (after the actress who once played her, Michelle Trachtenberg, unexpectedly passed away). Although I didn’t start watching BTVS until after the show ended, I was aware that making fun of Dawn – particularly at screenings of the musical – was a fandom tradition, and one that made me very uncomfortable. I found Dawn, in all her emotional messiness, to be a compelling character, and I never thought that she, or Michelle, deserved the vehement hatred that the fandom directed at her.
3. Jean Grey (X-Men: Evolution)
In his recap of an early episode of XME, Jay Edidin (then writing under his old name) noted “a running theme with Jean: the subtle disharmony between the perfect façade people see and the fact that she’s really only got about as much of her shit worked out as the next scared teenager.” I think that this is a brilliant take on her character, but it also serves as a reminder that many viewers in the fandom of the early 2000s – including myself, sometimes – only saw Jean’s model-student persona and judged the hell out of her for it, dismissing her as a shallow and fickle Mean Girl with no substantive inner life or real problems (never mind that her powers could be incredibly destructive to herself and others if left unchecked).
4. Gwen Cooper (Torchwood)
As a spinoff from Doctor Who, Torchwood struggled at first to find its own narrative identity. The early episodes positioned Gwen as the Nice Girl Swept Up In Alien Adventures – the equivalent of a companion for the Doctor – as well as a source of morality and human empathy for her colleagues, who’d lived behind the curtain of “normal” life much longer than she had. For this reason, especially in earlier episodes, she came across as sanctimonious at times – much like Jean in XME – and I admit to having been one of the viewers who was dismissive or and even hostile toward Gwen, especially when I thought that the show was trying too hard to make me like her. (A lot of audience hostility, which I find a lot harder to understand or forgive, was also probably due to shipping preferences and Gwen’s own sexual and romantic choices.) Once she was given storylines that leaned into her flaws and mistakes, I started to enjoy her character a lot more.
5. Joan Watson (Elementary)
I was lucky to have missed a lot of this drama while it was happening, but according to Fanlore and other sources, much of the negativity toward Joan and toward Lucy Liu (including some inexcusable sexism and racism) was generated before the show even aired, primarily from fans of BBC Sherlock. Thankfully, once Elementary was underway, both the show and its Watson deservedly gained their share of fans.
I wrote about a few of the original characters that I created for my very early Harry Potter fanfiction, and some of my memories of the fandom culture in which My Immortal came into being.
